Stressful Snow Season
I am not sure what I like more: writing or being heard. Through writing I can understand myself better, but it is also comforting knowing that someone else is reading what I have to say. There has been a lot of stress at home lately with the snow, the car muffler, and our son acting crazy from the cold. I feel like I am not as present as I need to be. It is as if I want to check out for a bit and take a break. Enjoyment has been difficult for me and I feel so lost in my faith.
My talents have not been appreciated in certain aspects, and I have a hard time continuing to use them knowing they are not necessarily needed. I am not sure where I stand in certain groups and situations. I have found other groups that I feel less distant in. Something has been off for me lately. I need to get back on track to where God wants me to me. All the drama and garbage keeps getting in the way.