Mommy's Day Out

Since the season of winter is resulting in snow and nasty weather, my days out have decreased in number.  Though, it has become a blessing in disguise and I have enjoyed myself more by having a longer length of reflection at one time.  This longer span of time gives me more time to focus and digest all the thoughts that God throws at me.  I can go through my week and enjoy my time with Linus knowing that I will have my time at the end of it.  It gives me comfort to know that I have something to look forward to and not just endless days of toddler interaction.

Over the summer, it was an hour here or there, but since Linus is older and can go longer without nursing, I can take a chunk of hours for me.  I find this 'me' time has slowly been evolving over the course through this website.  I am sure it will change as life does, but right now, I am enjoying this once a week time.  My husband is caring enough to support me and give me the freedom to enjoy myself.  Spending so much time caring for others often leaves me without the strength to care for me.  Carving out the time is a step in the right direction for strengthening my self-esteem, spirit, and life.  I am able to fulfill and renew my soul during this block of hours with whatever  I choose I need.  Usually, it is hours on end at a Starbucks with coffee and a sweet treat.  Since my time is more compact, I have decided to make it more special by splurging on a baked good to go with my coffee.  Plus, if I do it as a separate transaction, it counts as another star for our Starbucks Rewards! 

I have kept track of what baked goods I have tried, so that way, I get something new each time.  This list started last week, so this week it was the blueberry scone.  I guess I am on a scone kick.  I reward my boys for 'me' time by bringing them home a special dinner feast bought with coupon deals (sometimes a combination of them).  Right now, this schedule is working for our family.

-Tanya